Monday, January 17, 2011

My apologies!

I want to start out with an apology. I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. I know it’s been too long, but it seems like every time I’ve tried to write a post, I’ve lost the ability to even put together a decent post. I’ve tried and tried, but it was really useless, which this post may be as well.

To let everyone know where I’ve been, I’ll try to explain. 2010 was the worst year of my life, and I was none to sorry to see it go. My husband had a massive heart attack and was placed in ICU. He was very lucky to have survived. His kidneys shut down and he had to have dialysis. After about a month, he was released to come home. We got to spend about a month with him at home before he passed away in July.

Since that time, I have been unable to write anything. I’ve tried countless times, but I never got farther than a couple of sentences. I’ve gotten myself in a pretty deep depression. Anyway, I’m trying to dig myself out of it. I never realized just how hard that was to do. But here I am, desperately wanting to get back into my writing, and having to fight just to get a few words down. I’m at a loss as to where to even begin. I’m going to try my best not to desert you all again. I hope you can understand that I never meant to do that.

Anyway, just wanted to let you all know that I am here and trying to get back to my writing self. Hopefully it will start to creep back into me sooner rather than later. If anyone wants to crack the whip on me, please feel free. I’m definitely needing some extra motivation, because I can’t seem to muster up much. I look forward to talking to you all soon.

Sierra

6 comments:

Tierney O'Malley said...

Welcome back, Sierra. :)

Sierra Wolfe said...

Thanks, Tierney! Missed you all!

Wendy_Ely said...

I'm sorry you're going through all that stuff. I hope everything settles for you soon and welcome back.

Sierra Wolfe said...

Thanks, Wendy!

MK Mancos/Kathleen Scott/Kate Davison said...

Writing, like everything else after a loss, will come back when it's time for it to. The important thing is that you're starting to feel the want to do it again, even if the words aren't coming so easily.

Big hugs and know we're here for you - always.

-Kate

Sierra Wolfe said...

Thanks, Kate! I always value your advice! It's great to talk to you again!

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